OUT OF REACH

OUT OF REACH

I watch you while you apply your makeup, your mouth open, pulled down, your eyes wide as you apply your mascara.  I mimic the action.  You run your fingers through your hair and blow me a kiss.  My heart soars but all too soon you are walking away and there is nothing but darkness as I remain suspended, waiting, until we meet again.

A chance meeting in a lift and my heart pounds, I watch as you press the button for the top floor. I ache to touch you as you lean toward me, but knowing it is forbidden, I restrain myself. You walk away again, leaving behind the scent of your perfume; sweet and tangy.  I break from the rules and breathe in deep, consuming you and wait once again.

You are seated at a table in a small café, I watch as you pick up your cup, blow gently over the top and take a sip.  Unconsciously I mirror your actions.  My eyes narrow and then widen in surprise as a man joins you.  I smile because I know he is not a threat.  He is not someone who could take you away from me.  I am happy to share you for now because our special time is fast approaching.

My breath is coming quick. I watch from above as you touch yourself.  Your skin is slick with sweat, your body
writhing against the sheets; head thrown back, eyes closed and mouth slightly
parted.  You arch your back taking yourself deeper and I ache to touch you but instead I touch myself.  Your eyes are closed but mine are wide open as I watch you, feel you bring yourself to the climax you crave.  My body shudders in time to yours.

You stretch like a cat, a feline grin upon your face.  Our eyes meet and you look at me, really look
at me and for the first time I feel like we are really connecting.  I will touch you. I will take you. And then
you roll onto your side, close your eyes and the moment has passed.  I shake silently now, suddenly afraid at how close I have come to breaking the rules, how close I have come to losing you forever, because I can never touch you, can not have you.

I am nobody.

I am a shadow.

I am a reflection.

© Amos Cassidy and amoscassidy.wordpress.com, 2011. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this blog’s author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to Amos Cassidy and amoscassidy.wordpress.com with appropriate and specific direction to the original content.

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Hello, we're Amos Cassidy, a pair of budding writers with imaginations that won't quit and a bunch of stories waiting to be told. So we write, one tale at a time. Come peek into our heads, yeah, its a little cluttered but by no means boring. We hope you enjoy your visit. Amos Cassidy

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